when you having the only negative thoughts,the world will turn in to dark and cold.alone and lonely.

i can see some sunlight is trying to catch me and change my world.i feel warm and comfort but i still scared.i just worry the sunshine will leave me again and live in long dark night forever.i scared.extremely scare and afraid.

I'm sorry,my friends.i know i'm capricous,bad-temper.i can smile to you but bad mood at next moment.especially wingmei,i know is being hard for having such a roomate...i apologize to you.still thank you for those caring and never give up of me.